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Halogen

by Say I Am

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Kastrina Blasternaut Fan Account After releasing 500 minus 80 singles (as well as redoing some bad old songs), S,IA has finally released a full length record album to tape! Sam I Am cranks up the distortion to really bring the heat on this new Djent Metal music. He now wears a leather jacket, with crudely removed sleeves. Maybe he doesn't speak enough? It really sizzles with the rivets. Some songs have bad words so I can't listen to those, but I like the good ones.

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1.
The Calling 05:35
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The king conveys his last decree The pounding grows with each and every beat Free is the beast from deep beneath these hollow streets Drums of war invade the peace The skyline stitched with jagged, golden beams Release the thunder from the lips among the heat The Blackened City speaks (dance upon the fire) It's calling out to me (dance upon the fire) Strong, the force of stark deceit that won’t believe the Blight has shown its teeth It seems the poison found its point of entry And the Blackened City speaks (dance upon the fire) It's calling out to me (dance upon the fire) A leg to stand A hand to feed The hate that turned the blade against its sheath Conceive the weight of those abandoned in defeat Now's the time to say goodbye to all those friends you’ve made on the other side You’ll find that traitors never reach the finish line Oh, come to your revenant Run, spirit of decadence Eyes will be watching from the highest of places Carry the weight of the chosen Embrace the demise
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Colors & Shapes 03:34
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Footsteps in the quicksand Some fade just to wait for the second hand Stone-faced when the light's cast We change every shape until the edges match Be my identity, and I'll erase all apparent mistakes until they disappear Keep within the lines Let your friends decide the colors and the shapes Dumb smile and a blank stare What a waste on a body that would not compare Go on in jealousy Bright lights, quick flash Waiting for the backlash staring at your dignity A half-written fight song closing out with no resolve Is this what you’ve been wanting to see? Keep within the lines Let your world decide the colors and the shapes There’s a reason why we don’t try to stop the fight It complicates the stakes Who do you see when you look at me? Who do you see? Footsteps in the quicksand (keep within the lines) Some fade just to wait for the second hand (keep within the lines) Erase every color and shape until they disappear (keep within the lines) (Keep within the lines) until we disappear
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Tiny Mountains 04:31
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Walk with me now, wade through the crowd I'll take you away to the comfort I’ve found When most of them still say what they will You beg and you plead, down on your knees you scream: Give me a thrill, take what you will Walk with me now, fall to the ground But I won’t lift you up, no, I won't turn around Imagine the life you wish you could lead Whenever you climb the tiny mountains you meet Give me a thrill, take what you will I will hold on to you I will save my breath at every place, in every way you choose I will hold on for you I will clear the way of everything, the mountains that you move
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As it Happened, All At Once 01:11
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Another Day 03:07
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Years ago I thought I cared Moving quickly, unaware Just waiting for a gift again Now it’s slowly sinking in: Oh where do I begin? I will tell you what is best And I will leave out all the rest Please believe I’ll make it there Don’t you wonder if I’m scared? No, it’s dangerous to compare Well the worst of me found the worst of you Just pull me from the bottom when you're passing through I can’t believe you never cut me out at first Well it could've been much worse So it’s come to this, I believe it’s true I hate the way you said I was the best you knew I have to be the one that isn’t falling in Oh another week... This apathy, it never came from you But I hate the way you tell me that you still approve I have to be the one that isn’t falling in Oh another day, I won't give a shit
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Seasick 03:31
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Way back, back in time Before we lost our minds We kept such little despair And caused our lungs to pollute all the air When you speak, another spirit falls And you believe that you're the one to stay away from it all My god you're such a bore Repeat what isn't yours I bet that poison on your lips was so much better going in Shouldn't it be over now? We're caught in this overcrowded sea Should't it be over now? Still you speak, another spirit falls And you believe that you're the one to stay away from it all Shouldn't it be over now? We're sailing this overcrowded sea It's useless to pull us down We're all getting sick some way somehow [Shouldn't it be over now? We're sailing this overcrowded sea It's useless to pull us down We're all getting sick some way somehow My god you're such a bore] (Repeat what isn't yours I bet that poison on your lips was so much better going in)
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Somewhere Far From Here 05:18
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Why didn’t my skin start to burn when the days began to blur? 'Cause I’ve been wasting my time, every night just another goodbye Another goodbye It's time to go somewhere far from here I wrote the same damn verse, and hoped somehow it’d finally work But when you're stuck with the trend, there's no difference in the end It's no different One mistake and we could drown, and what’s gone may not be found So we stay awake talking over the rain, yet we swear we miss the sound It’s time to go somewhere far from here It's time to go somewhere far from here
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Smile 03:44
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So we’re face to face Despite my unsteady aim, I’m not here to entertain Oh rotten creature, you’ve made your feast Now open up as I face this heat So what if I still belong to the day that awful face sent terror through the wall? Oh wicked creature, it might seem insane, but I won’t let it end this way The district begins to tremble Show your teeth I’ll break them out from the inside Viciously, I survive Show your teeth I’ll break them out from the inside Viciously, I'm coming back to life Won't you, won't you smile for me, my incessant enemy? Show your teeth, I’ll break them out from the inside Viciously, I'm coming back to life
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I Don't Feel Like Myself 03:54
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Memories traced into the dirt The scenes replay inside my head, a compilation of regret Screams, cries the population heard Never tried to take them back, the complications I looked past So chase me down and erase my senses 'Cause I don't feel like myself Youth leaves its shadow on the earth Afraid this spirit goes to waste, but we won’t make the same mistake The ache may never disappear But it’s how we can discern whether we’ve been scraped or we’ve been burned So chase me down and erase my senses 'Cause I don't feel like myself I'm breaking down Will I save face or sell out? No I can't be someone else
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Steady Hands 04:59
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Sleep through the night, steady hands that I keep to my side There's nothing under the sheets that you’ll find If we decide to pretend, sedated under the bed I don’t mind if you cry, it’s all right There’s nothing here to see There’s nothing wrong with me Sleep through the night, steady hands that I keep out of sight Ain't nothing out on the street that you’ll find What’s the worst you could do before the sun lashes through another time? If I were you I’d put up a fight, but I’m not the type Well maybe I don't speak enough Or maybe I’m just making it up I don’t want to keep you in the dark Sleep tight, steady hands of mine Someday we will find that maybe I don’t speak enough Or maybe I’m just making it up Our wishes align, just not at the same place; not at the same time Don’t say your goodbyes until I see underneath the disguise I’ve never looked at the face that shaped mine Sleep tight, steady hands of mine Let’s settle the ache in my spine Sleep tight, steady hands of mine In some way, we’ll be just fine

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released May 11, 2018

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Say I Am Columbus, Ohio

Say I Am is Steven Ostroske.

Steven Ostroske is a guy that makes noise and records it.

Steven Ostroske probably doesn't even lift.

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